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Lately I have been wondering what it would be like if we had no emotions attatched to our memories. Perhaps some people don't attach emotions to memories. Sometimes I think it is our emotions that pull up memories though. Sometimes I pull out a memory to feel a much needed emotion. I am of the persuasion that emotions are not horrible things. Yes, they can be in excess, but I think without them we (humanity) are a program running it's course. Start date, End date, daily scan for viruses, word processor.

This week is midterms which is why I am probably writing this entry. I need to get out the thoughts that have nothing to do with the tests I have to take and the papers I have to write. Not to say I couldn't write plenty about those topics...it just wouldn't make sense yet.

I feel overwhelmed with life. I will be doing the most random things-say brushing my teeth or listening to a professor-and it will hit me that I am alive. I cannot get over the fact that I am alive and I can do the things that I want to. Stop here and think about that for a minute.

Alright, so you should feel pretty limitless right now. Or you could feel scared, or excited, or nervous, or small, or big, maybe regretful. I feel all those things at different times. It depends whether I'm looking to the future, living in the past, or making the most of the moment.

This weekend I worked at coffeehouse in Bedford. Those are the crazy girls I worked with. It was Fall Foliage Festival. I had a funnel cake and a gyro. I also had OIP pizza. I guess you would have to say the trip was worth it for the food. And I'm going to do it all again next weekend. If I survive midterms and weather changes.