It seems hard to believe that I have been back in the United States now for almost 4 months now--hard to believe that I haven't been here for the last year. It is as though time stopped here when I left a year ago and re-started as soon as I got back continuing to play the old favorites, same beat but with different words perhaps. Every now and then I will get a back flash of the life that I have trouble believing I lived just a few months ago. The excitement is beginning to fade from my stories about the past year as the emotion attached to them is hard to capture. It has become a memory, and like most memories, it is fading and losing credibility. I almost don't believe them myself. The question I get the most now concerning the job is, 'was it a good experience?' or more commonly the comment, 'I bet it was a wonderful experience' which I make into a question. A question I feel I struggle to find the answer to and maybe even change depending on my mood. The simple answer is, 'Yes'. But if simple questions don't exist then simple answers don't either. Yes, it was a good experience, but it was a challenging one and one I would not do again. Let me rephrase that...if at the point I made the decision to go I would have seen what lay ahead I still would have went, however if anyone asked me to stay a second year I would have said no (which I did when asked). Being an au pair creates great experiences, but it is also a very challenging job as afore mentioned in this blog.
Latest
Archives
- November 2005
- December 2005
- January 2006
- February 2006
- March 2006
- April 2006
- May 2006
- June 2006
- July 2006
- August 2006
- September 2006
- October 2006
- November 2006
- December 2006
- January 2007
- February 2007
- March 2007
- April 2007
- May 2007
- June 2007
- July 2007
- August 2007
- September 2007
- October 2007
- November 2007
- March 2008
- April 2008
- July 2008
- August 2008
- September 2008
- October 2008
- November 2008
- December 2008
- January 2009
- February 2009
- May 2009
- June 2009
- July 2009
- December 2009
