If I was not in school & if I did not work I would have much more free time. I would finish reading 'The Buddhist Concept of Hell' and maybe actually finish Jane Eyre just for fun. I would re-teach myself to play guiter, devot myself to becoming an expert Super Nintendo player, and become a world class chef on my own. I would not vacuum as often, I would not shower as much, and I would not wear black pants or khakis for at least six months.
I would sleep in till nine, shower in the morning, take a bath at night, sit in the sun for at least an hour a day, visit musuems, take language classes, finish my scrapbooks, I would look into organic farming, visit my family more including a road trip to New Oxford, I would make Christmas presents instead of buying them, I would keep in touch with people, and would listen to new music.
This has been a difficult semester. One of the most difficult for me. The question of what I want to do with the rest of my life has never weighed so heavily upon me. As I fill out graduate applications and surf such websites as the Peace Corp I continue to question who I am. I am continually reminded by the more mature people in my life that I am only 22 and I have a million possiblities open to me. I have gone through so many changes in my life up until this point...How will I ever settle? Nothing seems quite right to me. Taking suggestions....
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